On the surface, he always thought that he has done a tremendous job.

He's confident in term of bringing happiness into her life, constantly finding ways to make her smile everyday, never forget to put in the extra effort to brighten up her day when she's feeling down, and lastly, forever waiting for the moment to be by her side when she needed someone most.

Hence, he thought that no one else will be able to produce the same feat, or an even better performance than him. As so, he pondered.

No matter how flamboyant or intelligent he believed he was, he can't even get a simple job done. He will never know or understand how to get hold of a job. In fact, he was never into the job, rather, he's losing the job.